” A Means To An End”
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” No end. No continuation. Just a man in a portal of Christmas time… Christmas Rhymes. Movies; and the like. A cat friend enthralled, happy, but also knowing she feels protected now that her owner is home from measly errands … I’m not hungry anymore … I told myself all of this to keep me calm … yet all it did was rile me up even more. Holding the urine in while driving. A chore to get done while thinking … or should I say down-trodding … Oh I was downtrodden that day alright. Just a day in my memory banks. I got cut off. Listening to Limp Bizkit’s STILL SUCKS album … although I never remember to think they sucked! Loved that band to the fullest! Even got that significant other album tattooed on my back … No mark but an end … No music but some voice saying “It’s ok.” “It’s ok! I heard a loud wrist writing yet this … Oh … … Figures inside. Nowhere to ride. An answer to a question. Oh, my hand hurts. Oh did I rob my happiness that day … That day … I hit the steering wheel. Some guy cut me off. Nonsense is this. No hair close to this robe…I wore that day … Oh that day … Oh … Oh … My … God … The forward movements hurt. My stomach aches with cats … cats … Oh I’m hungry! A Gatorade. A life to aid. A future with Virginia saw nothing in me. A life in Florida with falling pens has me. Oh, Kissime that winterpark apartment of mine. Oh, this sky I see in front reminds me … cats chomping … nails digging in like a victim … A sparkle of society never trusts the w.r.i.s.t. … Weakened rheumatoid insatiable truth … … … … … Back tomorrow! … No … … couldn’t take. couldn’t haste. Frank. Timid. Not to know. YES YES NONE YES HERE!!! !!! … I told myself this wasn’t true. I’m oh so tender. I’m oh so here! I’m oh so here! … A fortress ahead of me. Snow in Maryland at a wrestling event. Nope. “Tallahassee hunger balls baby!” That’s what the restaurant guy told me. Nope. That wasn’t what happened either