I’m just trying to be ok.

We are all just trying to be ok. Breathing everyday. Moving along. Singing a song while thinking along. Rapping tapping thinking you went straight on the line vs against the grain in a class to now not be surprised about a retake. One grade made a whole retake. Such shame came over me thinking I’d have to retake the whole course each assignment through each 8 weeks…when only one of those weeks was a downfall grade of 50 every other grade was a definite 80 -100 grade. Confused I called the school attending currently and tried to see if there was anyway I would only have to retake that one week. Exhausted feeling like that first class was week towards the media communications certificate stricken with hunger also knowing in less than two days my girlfriend of five years goes in for foot surgery. Some sort of aspiration with itchy motivation came over me annoyed with waiting for Academic Advisory to return my call I wanted to delve into nonstop school work even if I am repeating work until it is all done. I need sleep. That is difficult right now… I will come back tomorrow…