Just typing it out…

When people call me “Arthur” it feels like they just don’t know me…

I do not really ever go by my birth name “Arthur”

Ever since birth I have always been called “Jake”

I’ll admit in 5th grade once I tried Arthur but it didn’t even last half a day then I was just annoyed. I just try to be different than my Dad and don’t want the exact association. If you are a Jr. to your Sr. I’m sure you can understand. My Dad went by “Jake” when he was little then got older and went by “Art”. I would rather just stay with Jake. I have this current assignment that honestly is really stressing me out with my current class towards my media communications certificate. The class is AET, or Aesthetics of Communications Theory. On current week which is week 4. Now first of all I must also clarify that this class I am late into by three weeks and yeah my teacher has post-poned/extended due dates but some are just unreal with the small time to crunch to where I feel in order to meet them it has to a full 8 hours turned in without eating to meet the requirement. Why am I late you may think? Well that is because I was accidentally automatically put in a re-take of a class I definitely passed because the school said I failed it. I only failed one task from one week. I proved my truth with screenshots then eventually by the third week of that accidental re-take of the first class towards the media communications certificate from full sail online I land in the class I am supposed to enrolled in currently to begin with. AET. Frustrating but intended tomorrow to crunch about 2-6 pm finishing my work. Yeah this may just be venting but since before into week 6 I notice when almost done with week 4’s work that week 5’s due date is only just 5 days away which feels like I don’t get to enjoy much of a weekend when back at apartment unless it is focused on my finishing of current classwork online to be finished by 6:00. That is my time I give myself to finish everyday. …

Consistency is key in life…

I shall finish tomorrow…

I shall be venting again one day again for sure…

This is just what was fast typing from my head as fast as I thought it of my frustrations…6/2/2021 7:02 PM

10 breathing exercises then these words thought ten times over…

“I will be ok.”