I’m just trying to be ok.

We are all just trying to be ok. Breathing everyday. Moving along. Singing a song while thinking along. Rapping tapping thinking you went straight on the line vs against the grain in a class to now not be surprised about a retake. One grade made a whole retake. Such shame came over me thinking I’d have to retake the whole course each assignment through each 8 weeks…when only one of those weeks was a downfall grade of 50 every other grade was a definite 80 -100 grade. Confused I called the school attending currently and tried to see if there was anyway I would only have to retake that one week. Exhausted feeling like that first class was week towards the media communications certificate stricken with hunger also knowing in less than two days my girlfriend of five years goes in for foot surgery. Some sort of aspiration with itchy motivation came over me annoyed with waiting for Academic Advisory to return my call I wanted to delve into nonstop school work even if I am repeating work until it is all done. I need sleep. That is difficult right now… I will come back tomorrow…

Three Posts/One Day

Post Two : Recommendations in entertainment this week. [two part post with second part being in post three for tv show recommended of the week]

Recommended Book of the week

The original 1986 “IT!” written by Stephen King…only on page 41 so far at chapter 3 it super phenomenal as of this post and I am sure the whole book is. When I get done there will be a full review on this blog site available.

preview of third post

Three Posts / One Day

Ever going.

Not ending.

Story Depicting…

A mind non stop but somewhere positive. Staying truthful to the golden rule treating others the way I would like to be treated. A rhyme with a time. A crackle in a air conditioner. A look in the mirror but the thoughts are no longer terror like…at one time. Positive with the break…although that is by gone from a different leaf I have turned. The next post will cover my recommendations for the week of April 26th-May the second. Birthday is May the 15th. 35 I come to be; 2021 sacred as any day bright with the sun or stricken by the run of the rain I stay positive. It is necessary for they say the heart, the stress, the anxiety, the calm to be. Just a reflection is here but glad it is near. A slow week into a new Month. Weird Wonderful pull to the wave of a Sunny May first come Saturday.

Preview of what is discussed in next post …

💢💦💤 1%

Those emojis could relate to the “1%” if you are like me with an imaginative mind! A unique symbol, tear drops, and ZzZs representing what could be related to sleep. 1%-ers wake up with Superman energy. 1%-ers dream since birth and do not give up until that dream is a reality! …On to today…

Fearless Fun Friday – 4/23/21 [just venting here for now…]…I just finished reading The Young Bucks’ book “Killing the Business. From the Backyards to the Big Leagues” written by Matt and Nick Jackson. Motivated. Entertained. Inspired! That’s also what I entail to have on this JakeJohnstone19.com !! During the last chapter or “The Acknowledgments” I decided to put on the first AEW PPV “Double or Nothing”! Currently as of typing since I have watched this ppv at least 4 times now if not more I had the urge to listen to a latest interview I missed. Chris Van Vliet, or the best damn pro-wrestling interviewer on the planet interviews a lot of pro wrestlers! Currently he interviewed Vince Russo so…that is on my headphones while the current match playing on low volume from the AEW Double or Nothing 2019 ppv is Cody Rhodes vs Dustin Rhodes! A very dramatic blood filled family feud match! So inspiring!! Here to entertain the many motivated by my passions of entertainment inspired by it to stay for eternity by the dirt laid for my future. I shall not give up! I shall not ever give up! I have told myself since as far as I can remember which is probably elementary school nearing 6th grade. When my passion for pro wresting began. One night I honestly just was bored of the ever-going run of watching Flintstones and Jetsons one night and wanted something different. At that time believe it or not I shunned the world of pro wrestling for years acting like it is all fake blah blah blah. When watching the first night was a spring 1998 WCW Thunder when I remember the first segment I saw was seeing Hollywood Hulk Hogan coming to the ring with The disciple. Something about that night had me looked like how I just always was hooked with or by a good story to escape from reality. Pro Wrestling like my fantasy love for stories and fiction became a new escape from reality! Goosebumps and Animorphs were youth fiction I was enthralled by just to name examples. Bram Stoker’s Dracula; the youth version that I received from a Book Mobile visit via local library bus.

To Be Continued tomorrow via a 4-part review of three movies and then one book!…

Honestly…

The following is a short lil’ blurb or short opinion on over saturated world of pro wrestling…for a superfan lol can you ever “catch up” on it all?…

Honestly I would rather watch “Blood Quantum” on Shudder for my next movie review but the pro wrestling super-fan in me wants to catch up on AEW Dark from Monday before AEW Dynamite 8-10pm tonight on TNT!